So I'm off to a Trans/Tabletop social event tonight, and my anxiety and dysphoria is spiking hard...
It's two damn hours out of my life, to go see friends and others who will no judge..
Anxiety, EUPD, and autism are all saying "Don't do this. It's bad. you will be mocked. You will be laughed at. You won't even be appropriately dressed. All eyes will be on you. You won't enjoy it so just don't bother..."
Everything in my head and my gut is saying not to go, hell I'm even getting anxiety pains...
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