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This has made me do a think

(Autism pretty much ensures I cannot pass as normal for more than a few minutes)

Also the whole "don't assimilate" thing. I couldn't assimilate if I wanted (and yes I do want to). I couldn't do it before I was out. Autism sucks (autism discourse is a whole other fucking bag of worms and I'm not getting involved with that shit tonight).

Like my desire (although inability) to pass is apparently "society" or something. No, it's part of my dysphoria. I don't give a shit if other people pass. The person I see in the mirror makes me intensely dysphoric.

And if I could just "accept it" do you think I'd be trans to begin with?

That's just one thing of /many/.

Trans discourse is literally the worst. It's like other trans people are wholly incapable of seeing an experience or set of opinions outside their own. And of course when you express you don't like something, "oh it's internalised transphobia."

Dysphoria manifests itself differently in each trans person and honestly I have no problem with what people do out of my view but when they come into my view with certain things or push things onto me I have a problem.

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